ok, this may sound stupid and petty to all who read, but i do NOT like being used. obviously. anyway, i very often get the feeling that i AM on this game that i play. World of Warcraft. if you dont play then you probably wont understand what i'm saying, but i am the highest level of all my friends that i play with. and, as such, i very often give them free runs through low level instances (up to Scarlet Monestary Cathedral) but lately it seemes like no sooner do i log on than i have at LEAST one friend asking for a run through something... i once spent an entire day doing nothing but assisting other people get pretty loot and ex while i got nothing but bored. it aggrivates me. and i dont get paid because they are my friends, and i dont get runs in return even from the friends who have mains high enough to give my lower chars runs! GRAWR
seriously, i wouldnt mind if they helped ME out more often, and its realy irritating when they overtake me because i have been giving them runs and not questing for myself. and when i say "no im busy" they just aske a little later on. i had a friend pester me for over a week about a run. seriously dudes.
oh! and one of them FINALY FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER gives me a run, with some of my other friends. i want this thing that drops at the end and we find out the person running us is maybe a bit to low to be doing this safely and we all keep dying. i dont care and advise her to pull less, then ONE of my friends pipes up with "oh jess! cant you just run us through with your DK?" (my friend who understands my point of view then retorted with "i think jess wants to be run every once in a while rather than always giving runs" and i thank him heaps) and then we only got it finished by me promising runs to other people if they would JUST FINISH THIS GODDAMNED RUN! >:[
and then what i wanted didnt drop anyway lol
anywho... most of the people this concerns wont read this because they arent on Deviant art... and the only one who will knows im pissed at this thing and has done his best to amend it

this is a good thing
